You hear me?

Yeah, can you?

You send that.

Yeah, I had that today or Sunday you know because.

Okay.

Yeah. yeah So maybe they'll be busy.

Good, another success, another success.

And how is Aneta?

From surprise she was fine.

Like what the Because she knows.

No.

no, because she knows that I didn't do anything like what the fuck.

She knows what?

She knows that I didn't live with her boyfriend.

Like what the fuck?

You definitely didn't.

No, I didn't.

Of what?

Because you were talking to him like 24 hours a day.

Yeah, but it doesn't matter.

Mother I was sleeping on.

You are?

What the Of course I didn't sleep.

He's still.

Like it's not even my thing.

So why were you talking with him 24 hours a day?

Because of Veneta, that's fine.

Jesus.

Yeah, yeah, but you could understand now I suppose why she would be upset with that.

that someone was talking to her boyfriend 24 hours a day.

No, I know.

And everybody was upset anyway.

Well, she had, she did a boyfriend so she didn't care.

Yeah, fair enough.

So you're friends again?

No, not really.

You just have that problem.

I'm going to block again.

Yeah, I just don't want to think you know stupid things about her.

Yeah, because my first instinct, when you say that she's okay, I wouldn't trust I think she's acting.

Yeah, yeah, definitely.

Yeah, I know, believe me.

And and integrate into interactions like that.

I had this happen for a moment.

I felt when one person drunk and another one not, because I know she never drinks, yeah?

Yeah.

At all.

then she can be playing game and you're drunk if he can feel like a warmth from her, like she's forgiven me.

But actually she's planning, you know, and thinking because she's playing.

like that.

She's not drunk.

Well, yeah, that's what I would.

Yeah, that's what I would bring, you know.

That time in your life was.

I don't know, difficult to respect yourself.

I don't know, it was like terrible, really terrible.

Pulled you backwards everywhere.

Yeah, and money and everything.

Yeah, I know.

So tired.

And traffic just stopping and starting and stopping and starting.

Is it still driving?

Mhm.

I'm going to work.

I'm not going to stay all the time in the hospital.

So I'm going to take Gloria there, but so I get to work.

I'll sort them out for going delivery.

When that's done, I'll go to the hospital.

Then about lunchtime, I'm taking Gloria there, then I'm going to be free.

And then in the nighttime, I'll go back.

And then, because I can't just sit all day.

And then I'll take her home again.

She's like, Oh, you know, it's a long way.

You don't have to do that, but I can get taxi.

But then I'm like, Yeah, but the taxi costs her like £20.

She don't have money.

He don't have much money.

It's not even about money because, okay, it's our father and I've had problems with him, but now we've got, it's changed everything, like, it puts everything in focus, you know, when you think he's dying in front of you.

And the paramedics telling me to call my brother because my need to come and say goodbye and stuff like that.

So I'm like, look at him a bit different.

and I feel sorry for him.

And I'm trying to keep him happy.

I gave him my tablet.

I played backgammon with him.

Just chat with him about whatever he wants to chat about for hours all day.

And it's nice even.

We can all the good things about us, we can trust when there's no business in between us or something.

Yeah, I know.

Yeah, well I know.

It's just sad, you know, that everybody understands and you know, parents just, they're dead.

When it's too late, why this is lucky, it's not too late, I hope, because he's not out of danger, but he's more stable now.

It's looking okay, but we still don't know.

They might say his heart is failing and he's got a few months.

You don't know because he's been damaged badly because.

Oh, to what they're in cold ambulance.

She said, Yeah, oh, I'm so sorry, you're feeling good.

Of course, no worries today.

Tomorrow works or Sunday from mid I am.

But, just keep this peak.

She said, it's fine.

if you need to skip this.

Oh, she's kind.

She's kind, but that means your two bottles of wine cost £20 of wine, which I've had, and £64 of diet, which you lost.

I still can go on weekends, don't I?

Yeah, true, yeah.

So, it doesn't matter, not more.

No, but the problem, I agree.

But the problem there for me is only my brother didn't give a fuck enough.

Like when he thought it's time to say goodbye, it might be.

So he has to call.

And he just got in the car until four hours.

And okay, I respect that.

But he didn't

Even stay for 24 hours.

He didn't have anywhere to stay because he didn't want to stay in my dad's flat.

So he just turned around on back on same night, the next night and he left me and then he doesn't even ask how is he doing.

whatever.

Yesterday, first time he texted, is there any change?

Not even how he'd be feeling, like he doesn't give a fuck.

And I just understand that Gloria is so a kind person.

Like I've had always suspicion I didn't like her, but now I talk to her a lot when we're driving, you know, and I understand her, she explained about how they know each other and background, I didn't know a lot of stuff.

She's very, very, very kind person.

She's nine. 22 years younger than him, but she's very nice and they so look after each other so good.

You know, he helps her understand like everything.

But she looks after him with this health stuff and she makes sure he eats normal, sleeps normal because he's terrible.

He doesn't look after himself like that at all.

Like Aurim has, you know?

Yeah.

And she, she really cares and she really, really is very good person and, uh, she, she wants to be there, but sometimes I see she's tired, she wants to.

home, but she's sitting there all the time because I don't want to be all the time, and my brother doesn't care.

So I have to be kind back to her at least and give a lift, you know, and help her move her bloody Chinese people's baggage, stuff like that, because, it's okay.

No, I'm bloody.

Anyway, okay,

So, what you doing then, you're just chilling all there?

Yeah, just chilling.

I don't know, but yeah, I always need to do.

I'm gonna define later, I think.

Or maybe movie, especially.

Well, I need to, I need, I need to reply for her to something, I don't know.

Okay, you do that, and then you will if you want to do something later or shopping or whatever, yeah?

So I'm going to be a workshop.

Shall I just, shall I just miss card this week?

I'm not interfering, it's up to you.

Because when

It's about that stuff, we don't really,

I don't know.

I can't say you should work on weekends, but I don't think you should miss it either.

If you want to take your business.

seriously?

You what?

I can't tell you you should work, but if it's me I wouldn't miss.

But what do I say?

Why, why did I call GPU?

I can't lie.

Well, we've got time to think about that till tomorrow.

Okay.

Yeah.

You don't even have to decide now.

Saying, Katy, I'll let you know later on.

Yeah?

To talk, you know, just just let you know later on.

Simple as that.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Like, and she's going to think you're waiting for the doctor.

And then if she asks them where I say his woman's things, you know, my period was so painful, I don't know why, but they said just happens like that sometimes.

But when it happens, I just can't even work.

Yeah, I think, yeah, I think that's what I'm going to.

Yeah, and then nobody, I don't know about womans, but if you say that to a man, they go, oh, okay, they change the subject very fast because they don't want to talk about periods, yeah?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I think if you say that to a woman, she's going to understand.

Like, well, she's not going to understand you lying, but she's going to think, oh, that's sad, I know what it can be like.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Okay then.

Well, you know, because I did cancel before about two minutes.

Yeah, I know, so you can get away with it that way.

Okay, baby.

Good work.

I'll talk to you in a bit.

Write to me if you want to do anything.

Bye bye.