Oh, shit.

Extension?

She don't have extension?

I'm going

To ask for the next time because I said I don't have it, but you

Know.

Is it old age house?

No, it's no.

It's strange because the older ones usually.

I'm late.

I'm just going to say look I'm very late.

I don't know what to do.

Till I get that from Sheffield, it's going to be forever.

You're going to start loud at like 1:30, 3:30, or whatever.

Anna, you're going to be there till 3:30, 4:30, you'll be there only four 4:30.

How many hours is it?

You wouldn't have

Finished till 6:00.

You may not want to work that long because I have only this week where I can work till 3 or something like that in all apart Thursday.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry.

No, it's just not too early.

It takes this half past 12 hour.

You've got 45 more minutes.

On that side of the room,

So it doesn't matter.

I think it's three hours.

She's from Australia.

Put into her sister's wedding.

I hope she doesn't get killed by a spider.

It's too hot, I can't even put them.

Okay, but.

But Annie, we're definitely going to cancel next one, yeah?

No, I'm in the act.

I want a holiday.

You really said that this September going to be the revolt.

Yeah.

I don't care.

I'll still go to.

Tenerife.

Are you really up for that?

Yeah, but I don't have money for you.

No, when I have every money, I'm going to book the flights.

I swear, I need it.

I haven't been for ages anyway.

I just don't want to book it if we don't go.

And I think in September it's got a lot cheaper because the schools go back and everything.

Family's combo.

Definitely.

I need it.

If you come here, you love it.

It's so hot.

Are you not warm?

Okay.

Thank you.

from drinks, stupidly.

What did you have?

What?

Have you had nothing at all?

What happened to us was swap jobs?

I'm not going to have to know nothing at all.

I fancy.

I fancy a cocktail right now.

Nice sugary one.

I'm not going to.

You know that one, the debt collector.

The council, it's two things with the council.

One is the current year.

The other one is the last year.

The current year one, I posted that form.

Probably they've got it till now.

I posted it Friday night.

It must be the debt collector, but we can even do it online.

on each column, and I did open it.

You just have to say how much time you afford to pay each week by card, and you register your card.

But the problem is, if the money isn't in your account, it doesn't work.

We don't have to do it that way.

We can do it by standing order.

then you get to the half past 2.

You just need to decide how much every week it's okay. 10 pounds?

Probably the exit.

Yeah, you can ask it then. 400?

What the fuck?

There's that 400 pain from anyways.

I missed 22 times and crypto was already paid.

Yeah, but you missed whole months, a couple of whole months, that's 400.

How much is month?

£100?

But did we put a discount because it's way too much?

I don't know.

It's not possible.

It's not, yeah, I don't know.

10 billion 1400.

It's only like 100 should be.

Sometimes I'm thinking maybe really I should apply for benefits because I can't even do it.

Because the company I can apply for benefits.

Who's this iPhone?

Yeah.

Don't know.

Among the old ones, I guess.

Somebody has three iPhones.

Yeah.

what about that?

Maybe somebody else who use, I don't know.

It's only Indra, Benham, Demante.

Anybody else?

Lemus, or the other boy?

What other I thought there was two of them came.

He's young, that's his brother, right?

Yeah, but he might have iPhone, I don't know.

Young people that like them too, I think so.

Fucking hell. 377 per person.

Flight and four nights in a hotel in Tenerife.

It's too expensive.

377 includes everything except food and drinks.

Yeah, I know we can go and we'll be hungry.

And how about it?

I'm joking.

I'll only do that if I take the massive loan.

If I take it, I can pay for food too.

What did you fight about Susanna?

No, about the Ambrose.

Because I was supposed to pay for the story.

because I don't want to use them.

So why I'm going to pay for the story?

And she always thinking that one day I'm going to agree to why I use them.

But what are you going to do with your arms?

I don't give them for research.

It's still optional.

They can put them in the bin, but I don't think I could do that.

They can give them to somebody who can't become pregnant.

So somebody else can have the baby.

Yeah.

And they can give them for research where they practice, you know, the doctor's training.

But don't actually use it, just put it inside the model.

my own real person.

I said do that then.

It's fair.

I pray for my 11 tubes of spud.

I might want to use them.

With that one, it's easy to get more as well.

But it costs about, I don't know, like £800 or something, or 150 per year to store it.

So if I don't keep them for 150 and I want them again in 1 or 2 years, I need to pay 800 and have a needle in my balls, which I don't want.

And I have to have kneaded in my balls.

And it's very painful.

So I prefer to pay for the keeping frozen.

You okay?

I wanted Sri Lanka.

Something more exotic, but September in Tenerife would be so nice.

Perfect weather, just to relax.

Beach and bars.

Šonedēz.

Oh, yeah.

She's back there.

Yeah, a few more days.

It's the end of August fucking room.

Everybody's back to routine, isn't it?

Need to go by your prints as well because I know.

Oh,

Oh, in Los Cristianos.

Less than 300.

It looks a bit less amazing, but it's still

Yeah, but we don't have money in it now.

I mean, this is if and when I'm able.

But I have to either close the company and I'll get some money, or borrow the money and keep the company.

RBA, but one way or another.

Have a look.

It's full.

It's not like super flashy, but it's quite everything.

The main thing I think is near to the beach.

Me with Auri and John stayed here.

Somewhere here, oops, in here to the Playa de las Cristianos.

We stayed here, and that's where it's more funny at night.

So that's in between.

It's perfect.

For that price, it's very good.

I don't know, we see later on it after I get the money.

To spend 300 for that and then to have another 500 to spend for five days.

It's enough, yeah?

I mean less than 1000 for the holiday.

Okay.

I just need to relax.

I finished.

One.

I bought four because of you by three.

you get one for free.

Who knows?

Do you want?

It's so fucking annoying.

I know.

It's the most annoying for a day in the car.

I'm just thinking what to cook today.

I put bolognese for two days.

I think that.

I think that.

I'm finished.

I'm thinking that the good next to this.

It's very nice because after work you just don't need to.

What what do you do about all?

office and you've been to be?

I have fun.

Sorry, I'm not belong.

No, no, I'm not in Russian.

And this week is going to be harder because Charlotte's going to cancel this one.

Charlotte's going to cancel all the money, yeah.

Any of them is over.

That's not Tenerife.

That's Spain.

Tenerife is Spain.

Yeah, but Tenerife's the island.

That was mainland Spain.

This is

Portugal.

How is different?

The outside is all right, but inside, they do, like, interesting.

You know, like, traditional style inside.

It's more interesting.

I'm small players, but.

It's like hotel with tiny one ball in the bus spiders.

£200 per person includes breakfast and flying and buses went to the hotel.

That's very, very cheap.

Even spend 200 at home.

I mean.

I've never been to Crete.

I've never been to Crete or Rome.

Sarah goes on.

I'm looking at places where weather will be warm, but not too hot.

And not too cold because already September.

הייתי ניו יומיום. איזה יומי?

I think Spain, best option.

It's the most nice, for me.

In my opinion, as well.

You haven't been to Spain, Italy or Greece, so probably Spain is the first one.

If we go to Tenerife, do you want to go up the volcano?

If I'm going to go to Hollis, I just want to sit and do nothing.

Okay.

You must get bored or something.

Well, yeah.

I mean, I don't mind because I've been to the volcano.

It's good, but I don't mind if you want to just rest.

I'll be even more happy for the

And

You better swim in poles.

than in sea.

I wouldn't swim in sea.

So it doesn't need to be placed near to the beach?

No.

Especially in Tenerife, because the beach is a bit less sandy like.

It's more like lava, like black.

beach because it's better be near the pub than when we're too drunk.

I don't have to carry you.

True.

Just kidding.

Greece is so cheap, but I don't know why it should be so cheap.

I know it's always cheaper, but for 500, some of them even includes meal in the evening.

As more as food, it's better for me.

Yeah, but the food is like a bit shitty.

Yeah, because it's still you don't have to even eat it.

Like Tenerife.

To spend 600 to go to Tenerife, and it's only including breakfast, which you don't really want to go for breakfast anyway.

I need a wine.

Yeah, but then you have to wake up early.

Or if we go away, otherwise, evening meal included in night.

Even if it's cheap one, if it's still cheaper, you don't have to eat it.

You can still go to restaurants.

And your teeth are going to be all right till then another three weeks.

Three months.

No, I mean, in three weeks, you'll be all right eating harder food.

No, because I'm still bored.

I eat only the front porn for three months.

I can't do that.

Without a simple soup for breakfast.

I'm just kidding, baby.

Fine.

I'm going to look more later anyway.

I'll send you some links, yeah?

I'm thinking about the tax.

I'm not bothered to go to work.

Well, you haven't used the broken down car execute with her before, I think.

I forgot I have a dentist appointment.

Yeah.

Yeah, you do.

Because they said that my paper's pain.

Say I have to go back to the dentist because I'm not happy with it.

It's the too sore.

Wait, my babe.

One second.

You just had it.

Did I?

No.

Oh yeah.

Is that?

Is that?

Ah, I see.

Good excuse.

I hope she's not going to be mad.

I'm sorry then.

I don't know when, because next Monday I'm off.

It's Bangalore day.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah, we're going somewhere then as well, yeah?

Hopefully.

I'm going back to the dentist this afternoon because it's so painful.

My teeth are gums also.

Painful.

I can't make it to you.

It's on next Monday.

No.

no.

No.

That's the only problem, cancelling them when there's nowhere to move them to.

You can do Friday.

If she wants, there's going to be about 4.

I just put Friday.

afternoon.

Yeah, and just say I'm sure I will be fine by then.

Yeah.

And yet since I'm off.

What the fuck?

I think that either the sporty car or the tire exploded on the lorry.

It was more like, I don't know, either that or car backfired, because after it went.

I don't know, we can't see.

Maybe we just crashed.

And if we see all ambulances going in a few minutes, the guy in the van looked worried as well.

Yeah.

We heard that.

Oh yeah, I see.

Oh look at that.

It didn't fly here.

No, I don't think it's flying, but yeah.

It was more like just but yeah.

I don't know how to look for what you think about that.

You've got about 8, 10 minutes to leave the car park.

I wanted to do tomorrow yesterday, but I was so, like, not even in the mood.

Wow.

Like, I fell asleep, you know?

And then I felt so terrible, like, I don't know, like, for a big old boy or something.

To do what?

To do anything.

at all.

Well, I feel like that until about 12 or 11:00.

Okay.

You're getting it?

I'd love to go on holiday so much right now more than ever.

If you want to, I'll keep looking.

No, I can't even go now, can I?

Well, for a few days, in a few weeks time.

Or shall we leave it for now till after your birthday?

No, I know.

So like, if you could do 4 to 5 days in September, after two weeks?

I think so.

Of course we could.

Yeah, I don't mean to go this afternoon, baby.

I mean, I'm looking for after two weeks.

I can do it.

I can book it.

I think Tenerife is the best one.

Tenerife just doesn't matter.

Rotherham.

Don't cast.

I don't mean that.

Just kidding.

Don't have mode.

I don't know, I'm feeling so well these days.

Yeah, me too.

No surprise when you can't eat, probably.

And I have hope.

And I have hope.

I could really do with it.

Not today.

Is it?

Yeah.

The lorry cross.

What do

I see?

I'm going to drive that way, too. 1230.

Yeah, you've got a about eight minutes, nine minutes. 12:33, but I don't know if you texted immediately or if it was a couple of minutes after.

I don't know.

I don't know.

If you stopped and then you read your face, what can I thing.

And then texting me, then it would be.

Might be earlier.

I'll remember.

I'll put it on your call.

I need more to work anyway.

I'm all right.

I've got three hours because I parked on that side.

I prefer to sit in the car and go to work today.

Not to what?

Can't say it.

I think I'm just going to go buy liquids because I have left.

Do you want me to go for you?

I don't know where all liquids is gone.

Do you want that I go?

You don't text me when you're finishing, and I'll see.

I can go there and meet you or something.

I've had 4 before 4.

Yeah.

Do I get there?

Okay, baby.

Gonna miss you.

You're gonna see me anyway.

It's just, it's not just saying.

Ach so, ich had a nap.

Yeah, me too.

And now the sun is so nice.

Fired blankets, but on that grass next to the parkway.

Until the lorry goes past and the tire explodes.

I think.

Yes.

This follow up sharpens the picture.

The most important thing Susanna says is actually right at the start.

Open quote.

Apart from us not being a real couple, we can be happy.

Close quote.

That is a very revealing sentence.

She is distinguishing between family functioning and couple functioning.

She is saying, We can have warmth.

We can pair it in a way.

The house can feel happier, having coat better.

But I still do not experience us as a people.

So when you were thinking, but recently we've been so much better.

I've been better.

Everyone seems happier.

She actually agrees with you.

She isn't denying the improvement.

She is saying the improvement happened around the central problem rather than resolving it.

The second really important part is this.

Open quote.

Maybe I have been focusing on another baby that I pushed back the feelings and thoughts about us that are bringing me down.

Close quote.

That fits almost exactly with what I was suggesting before, except now she is saving herself.

The hoped for baby appears to have been doing psychological work for her.

It gave her something to move toward.

And in doing that, it allowed her to suppress or postpone the question of whether the marriage itself satisfies her.

And then the failed transfer removes that distraction.

So the feelings about the marriage haven't necessarily suddenly become worse.

They may simply have become visible again.

Her description of bedtime is especially telling.

Open quote.

Every night I go to bed, I feel off.

Just saying bye and turning our backs to each other to go sleep.

It's not close quote.

That's not really a complaint about one failed IVF cycle.

That's long standing loneliness inside a marriage.

And when she says, open quote, I do have needs that are unmet and meeting them myself in a marriage, it's very demeaning.

Close quote.

I think she means sexual and probably affectionate emotional needs.

Meeting them myself sounds like masturbation or otherwise having to provide for herself what she wishes existed between you.

The painful part for her is not simply lack of sex.

It's being married and nevertheless feeling sexually alone.

There is one line I would take particularly seriously.

Open quote, I can't talk about that because it makes you angry and disgusted.

So I shut down.

Close quote.

Whether or not you would describe your reaction that way, that's how she experiences the conversational pattern.

That's worth separating from whether her interpretation is completely fair.

Somewhere along the way, she has learned.

Talking about sex intimacy with Ben ends badly, so I stop bringing it up.

That creates a nasty loop.

She feels rejected, raises the issue.

You feel pressured, accused, uncomfortable.

React negatively.

She feels even more rejected.

Stops discussing it.

Nothing changes.

And focusing on another baby, they're not to wear a roach around the story.

what I find interesting is that this is actually less accusatively than the earlier chat GPT summary in one respect.

She's not saying everything is terrible and you've ruined my life.

She explicitly ignores acknowledges things have improved.

There is warmth between them.

She's coping much better with Anna.

She no longer feels abandoned with parenting.

You can be happy together in some sense.

That That's quite nuanced.

Her conclusion is basically, the family is functioning better.

The friendship between us is warmer.

But the romantic relationship is still absent.

And I temporarily stopped looking directly at that.

because I was concentrating on another baby.

And that's where this becomes very important for you.

Because it challenges something you may have been hoping.

You might reasonably have thought I've improved.

I'm more present.

We're getting along.

Anna is older.

We're happier.

Perhaps the crisis in the marriage has receded.

Susanna seems to be saying, yes.

And it still isn't enough for me to experience this as a marriage.

That doesn't mean you have failed.

It means that behavioral improvement and romantic compatibility are different variables.

And there's a symmetry here which is difficult to ignore.

Susana says she lies beside someone every night with whom she doesn't have the intimacy she wants.

You are lying beside someone every night while being in love with someone else.

Those are two sides of the same broken romantic structure.

The biggest danger now, I think, would be for you to respond defensively to the phrase not a real couple by listing all the ways you've improved.

Because she has already conceded them.

you would be arguing against something she isn't claiming.

The more useful thing to understand is what she is mourning today is partly the embryo.

הלו בנות!

הלו!

I dedicated choice to.

No, it won't.

Okay.

So, we've gone to.

Okay.

Loads of stuff removed after you.

Lots of stuff removed.

What?

Of the, what do you call it?

Deliveries.

No?

No.

For everything.

Apart from some extra fees.

Just more expensive.

Yeah.

I don't know.

I'm just going to get that money in, but I'm just

Going to put some money in, but.

What you want?

Is my dad here?

Is my dad here?

He was.

He's gone here.

Because he was here most of the day yesterday.

I didn't even say anything.

I just had to tell you.

Everybody's looking for them.

Everybody's looking for getting cheese tomorrow.

Is that why?

I don't know.

Who says it?

My dad thinks that they've got.

They have all the cheese and they've got loads in Delico.

I don't know.

I'm just not thinking about it anyway.

If they've got it, then we should get it, but if he didn't order.

No, he's

Got the order that we should have collected last night.

All right.

Well, As far as I was, they've ordered that smaller ordering.

It's at 6200.

Don't know what's left of that order.

Because we should have collected that last Wednesday.

Yeah.

Definitely the preemers left, because like we said on his WhatsApp message, they don't even tell preemers.

I've not been thinking about TLC hours.

It's just not been.

You've not been thinking?

No, no.

Seeing written.

Hmm?

Get the last day a bit messy.

show of fun of it.

Okay. your

Balance is 15.

No that was Thursday we paid six on Friday.

If that's it.

Oh, with a new one as well.

Yeah.

Yeah.

If some 9,000, then we can pick up cheese.

Oh, change your sneaks.

Yeah so your 279 like 28 or whatever from what's or 29 is it?

279947 from the previous week.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

So it's 9000 or so.

That's if that's all still there.

Yeah.

I don't suppose they don't want to get any more in the future.

It's another headache to come up with that cheese.

Could you say you've got another pun that cheese?

Jeez.

Yeah, but it's just my dad.

I don't I don't want to talk to him again.

He's just too much.

He's got a few different ideas and pieces of sauce and cheese and He's on good terms isn't he?

He keeps saying to me about Draco, but I stopped taking his calls.

What do you have?

I just can't do anything.

Do you know there's pharmacists, do you?

Can you actually grow in a bit like a

You could, but when I went the other day, it was.

Yeah, but rather than nothing.

Antibiotics.

They really love them, weren't they?

The benefit for pharmacists, so I don't know.

Pharmacists there have finally been to the pharmacists.

He's always been out there now.

He was upstairs when I went last time and they had to wake him up.

I was getting something final.

Really?

Yeah, they got it ready and I had to go back because they had to wake him up to come and

The one further down, or?

Yeah, the one further down.

The one on the corner is phone only or something.

Is it?

They open it up, but then they're closed again, too.

No, a dentist hungry in it.

They said dentists did it.

Did you say the dentist issued it?

No.

No.

No, I need to go and see if the pharmacist will give me.

I think I've got UTIs.

Oh, right.

Oh, no.

I should've done, but yeah, I see what you mean.

You need the actual pharmacist.

And last time you bring me.

I don't think that's it.

Yeah.

But they're about to wait for 4 to 8 hours because they don't give you.

It's like 48 hours a night, but it's so bad.

Isn't that pepperoni what I'm doing?

That's a little is it?

I'll probably just slay em at it.

I don't know.

We're going to run out anywhere.

Better have the money.

Who's that?

Does he go in there?

There's Raphael I'm wanting when John

Takes his son.

They can argue between them.

Only zero, identical.

You are a Texas kid.

Raff told me he wants four weeks off, but then changed his mind twice.

What, sorry?

Raffles takes texting me over the weekend.

He wants four weeks off.

Okay.

But then changed his mind twice, and I didn't know if he was going to.

That's what I'm not texting.

Did that body work texting me?

So we're giving four boxes of pepper aren't they?

Is that crystal?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Ya.

Hello, CLC.

I don't know.

Hi there.

This is CLC's on.

Altogether, that is winter night for sun.

Are you in Charles?

Yeah.

Charles.

feet and skin and that, working from her and pushes her inception.

It's fine.

It's not that she's been doing actually.

Huh?

She does the shopping.

I can do the chicken.

It's not much to do.

Do you know

Because that was a purchase order for Amara if I'm putting in an invoice.

It doesn't need it to shower.

Everything.

Unless I don't know if it's like my.

Who do you want me to know?

With?

It's up to you.

Who do you prefer

To go with?

He bro,

I was thinking obviously.

If Shooters got.

He's kid.

He's younger than going with, and then I may as well go with Ruff, and then our flowers have got held up.

Sounds perfect to me.

Yeah, but she's

Relaxing it.

He's busy going with me.

Nobody will stay to help in it.

Yeah, okay.

It's only take 10 minutes to let them on it.

He can help.

You can relax.

No, it's not about that.

I mean, I'm talking about Marantos in the festival before 3 minutes.

It's so close. 10 more minutes, nothing's going to happen.

Yeah.

No more. 10 minutes.

Have a relax.

There we go.

Let me stop and raise.

Have a try to see Super?

Oh.

So there's ten in that one.

Oh.

Napkins.

It's cheap.

There's 10 buckets.

Yeah.

The fuzzy's cheaper than the wine boxes.

Yeah, it's $1.90.

It's not more expensive.

So every time we'd better just buy.

One, two, one, two.

One box,

Because 190 a packet, or 799 a box.

That's 12 quid, that's like five. 4,000 a box.

I'm looking at what's the minimum I could put in to kick start things, but it's basically no point anyways. 9000 delicate covers cheese for another week or so.

And another 15,000, we can get massive HANA and ELC compared to usual.

And that puts us a bit ahead.

Do the same again, get paragon, whatever. 30,000 just about, does all that.

You can't see any much place to cook, because of course the man.

Back, do you think?

What?

The back wear out.

Probably.

That's 11 hour.

That's going to bring down your business rates as well.

Yeah.

I just think that's now.

Well, kind of, yeah.

It's just my dad's got plans.

It's all a bit complex, and it's been a bit tense.

He's cutting through containers in places.

But it's between them.

What?

Who's got people to buy?

My dad's got some big backers, and he's going to buy loads of stuff.

And I think it's actually happening.

Just over here.

No, no.

Because it's very nice.

It's probably probably not alone.

And we need that space.

That space can't go.

And we still, so now we can't.

But it'll take They're not safe.

No, no.

So the back is not that often.

It needs to be busier.

Of course, if we did have stuff, like 30 grand worth of stuff, we could put half of them.

It's not going to pay it back in a few weeks, it would take months, more months to pay it back.

There'd be a lot of work to try and bring it around to 30 grand if I'm being honest.

I know.

But then, what's going to so I think we've had a negative effect because pledges is away, accounts is away.

Yeah, part of these people are on holidays.

And you know, things could change drastically.

Container, or three containers of source codes.

And if he really gets the container boxes here.

It's why it's been delayed is because apparently it's exactly the board since the bus was to come, but they didn't want to pay the transport, which was 2000 something.

So apparently that's what they