I'm on my way to work. I'm feeling very shitty about it. We've got debts. The leasing company

switched off our vans. It all seems a bit hopeless. We can't pay for our delivery of

goods for tomorrow. Our sales are falling because we haven't got the goods. Sarah's

sitting there on her own, not knowing what to do about it. The cheese supplier wants

£8,800 today. We're spending all the money we've got, which is only £3,000, on goods

from rival cash and carry, so we can supply customers with the orders we've already received.

I've got a very bad feeling in general. I can't pay any of those. We're at our dead

end. We've got debts to the HMRC for payroll tax.