taxes, for pensions, for business rates, which we're paying very slowly through a debt collection

agency. For electricity, they're liable to come and switch off any day. And then with

the building is falling down, we can't afford to do the repairs. We've had a demand from

the council to restore fence that's along a pavement that we can't afford to do.

Damone is there in the capacity of an employee, just for getting paid and very little. He

gives advice because he thinks he's white. You should try and fix the fence and things,

but not understanding the position. At the same time, my personal life is just upside

down. I don't feel like I care what happens about anything anymore. Susanna had the embryo

transfer. I don't really want to do that.

I don't want the baby because I'm really in love with Susanna.