to spend the whole evening watching the sunset which builds anxiety in me and tension because

i don't want to really be at home with suzanna alone we've got nothing to talk about

so it's left as a silly silly thing suzanna will be upset because she's been alone all evening

the amante is upset because i've left her to eat pancakes on her own and have three more cocktails

but she's angry with me because the girl at the pizzeria likes to talk to me and then to top it

all off i don't know i'm still angry with them aren't they she spent the whole evening on the

phone texting yeah her friends maybe that lemus i don't know she's lied to me she's been sleeping

in lemus's bed she's been sleeping at the guga's house

or was her lover last summer i don't know