And then she said, OK, yeah, I get it.

It's just not your thing, but you know what?

It just means we're too different as people.

So she's come to the conclusion in her slightly drunken mind now

that we're not supposed to be together because we're too different

because I don't want to just stay there.

I'm not telling you the real reason is I'm going home

because Susanna's on her own,

but Susanna's already told me on a message

that she's getting ready for bed.

And it's that really frustrating situation.

If I was able to be transparent to Susanna,

if she didn't have the embryo in her,

I'd say, look, I'm sorry.

I want to spend this night watching Shooting Stars with Demante.

And when Demante gets like this,

I'm just not even bothered to do that anyway.

I don't care.

I don't know.

Over and out once again.