I've resumed recording to tell you something that just dawned on me at 8.37.

She told me when we were sitting in the field that she shaved her legs.

And I think her thinking was that we were going to spend the whole evening and possibly the night together.

But it's a bit frustrating that it's coincided with Susanna sitting alone at home.

If Susanna had gone to drop Anna off at her grandma's house and had stayed there, I would have done.

Definitely.

But probably not then again, because Susanna's had the embryo transfer.

God, no wonder I'm feeling fragile.

So she's angry because I'm leaving.

And it wasn't that she wanted me to watch the sunset.

It's because she thought I'm going to stay with her and make love to her.

Because it's a thing for her.

She wouldn't do it if she hasn't shaved her legs.

So I think that's the point.

She shaved her legs.

She thought that means she expected.