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Status: completed · Language: en · Source: Behnam · Captured: 2026-05-12 13:10:21 · Well, I mean, that's not very cheap, but it's not tens of thousands, is it? It's a couple of thousand. It's a couple of

Behnam

Well, I mean, that's not very cheap, but it's not tens of thousands, is it?

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Behnam

It's a couple of thousand.

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Suzana

It's a couple of thousand, but it means adding more debt as well.

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Behnam

I don't want to, I mean, don't cry.

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Unknown

Sounds like a difficult balancing job.

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Behnam

Yeah.

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Behnam

No, it's not prohibitive.

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Behnam

It's a life decision.

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Behnam

It can't be defined by not spending on a credit card or whatever.

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Behnam

If we have to put a baby on a credit card, we can do it.

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Behnam

And pay it off over 18 years until the baby goes to university.

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Suzana

I don't know.

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Suzana

This is like you say, oh, I'm so calm in days.

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Suzana

But to me, it feels almost like I don't even know what is that.

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Behnam

Like, I don't know what the word is for it.

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Behnam

It's like nonchalant.

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Suzana

I don't care whatever.

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Behnam

It's the only way I can be because I deal with these questions all day at work.

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Behnam

Because at work, it's like that all day.

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Behnam

So I don't know.

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Behnam

I don't like it to be at home.

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Behnam

I know it's not right.

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Suzana

Yeah, but I can't deal with that.

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Suzana

I don't care.

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Suzana

Well, it does look like that.

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Suzana

It's almost like it was the same thing with the gym and that when you stopped.

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Suzana

It's almost like you have this feeling like that scenario was like, oh, well, I might not be able to hear, you know, whatever in a few months.

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Suzana

And I just am not going to bother with anything.

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Suzana

So you gave up on the gym and it's like nothing bothers you.

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Behnam

Like, well, I'm not going to survive.

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Behnam

Yeah.

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Suzana

Or like whatever you get upset about the health and that.

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Suzana

And it's like, what's the point in doing anything or fighting for anything?

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Behnam

Yeah, I don't feel quite a lot like that.

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Unknown

And depression as well.

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Behnam

Probably.

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Suzana

This is not just children.

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Behnam

I don't worry.

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Suzana

I don't let be upset.

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Suzana

Yes, I'm upset.

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Behnam

But you?

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Suzana

You is like it goes above you.

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Suzana

And it's like it's not like you're acting on any of that, you know, to make it better.

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Suzana

It's just hiding or your head or whatever.

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Behnam

Hiding. I mean, yeah, maybe I'm guilty of hiding from problems a bit, but it doesn't mean I'm not worried.

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Unknown

What helps you? Because life isn't easy, is it?

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Unknown

Life's really tricky at the moment and hard.

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Unknown

What helps you both?

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Suzana

Well, I guess, you know, when you have your head down, busy with work, work helps because for both of us, when we are busy with work, you just don't think of anything.

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Suzana

And we both enjoy our work as such.

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Behnam

He enjoys his problem and we're busy with it.

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Suzana

We don't think of anything else.

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Suzana

So as long as you have something, you know, to anchor you and to make you like, you know, because you have free mind.

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Suzana

This is why when I'm free like that, you have more time to think and get upset.

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Behnam

Maybe.

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Suzana

Or whatever.

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Suzana

But I don't feel like I can do anything about it, do you?

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Behnam

You say neither do I.

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Suzana

Well, I think you can.

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Suzana

This is the problem that where I say we disagree kind of and I just can't do anything about that.

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Behnam

So I guess it feels like it's stuck at the moment.

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Unknown

You know, there's no easy solutions to any of this because there's lots of different facets to it.

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Behnam

Yeah, I don't know what you think I can do and I'll do it.

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Behnam

But what you think I can do is apply for jobs like you do and forget about the debt and the mess.

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Suzana

What do you mean the debt?

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Behnam

I didn't say forget about the debt, be able to actually make money and pay it off.

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Suzana

I'm not saying jobs.

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Behnam

I kept saying to you, you know, you're good at turning your hobby into business or something.

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Suzana

You're good at this stuff.

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Behnam

And that's what's in my mind all the time.

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Behnam

But I can't just drop this at the moment either.

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Suzana

Yeah, but it's in your mind.

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Suzana

It's been in your mind.

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Suzana

We've talked about it like for decades.

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Diarization Windows

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