arriving in a minute at the phone shop she just does things over and over again to prove to me

that she doesn't trust me and here i am again withering onto myself about it whilst my father

is crying about how he's bankrupt and it is my fault i know that not entirely but

here we are the market changed the opportunity to grow was enormous he didn't have the patience

and the right temperament and so on for a lot of it but equally i should have been there to

grasp it and i couldn't deal with him because i was so bloody uptight and depressed about this

failed relationship or what i wanted to be a relationship what was a relationship for years

but she really just from her side it was take take take take take