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A heavy evening of texts and worries

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My phone hasn't stopped buzzing all evening. It's that kind of night where every message carries some weight, and I'm caught between trying to help and just feeling drained.

Deimantė first—153 messages back and forth. She's anxious about council tax and rent, hoping her office pays on Monday. Her flat is unbearable in this heat, and she's thinking about buying window protection for the kittens. I vented about visiting Robert in hospital, which stirred up tension with Rafal later, but she listened. She's working for Laura on Sunday, 10 to 12, which at least gives her some income.

Then Rafal. 30 messages about holiday requests. He started wanting Monday and Thursday off, then changed to just Monday. I offered Monday to Friday, trying to be flexible. Then he asked me to buy him cologne for up to £90—said he'd send the money. There's an edge to his messages, a Polish remark about trying another company. I don't know if he's serious or just frustrated.

John Taylor chimed in with 20 messages. He was six minutes early to the bus station, bus number 1399. I still haven't done the shift entry, which he reminded me about. And he's having car trouble—might involve the AA. Another thing to sort.

Suzana's 9 messages were tense. Tone complaints again. She warned me against going to someone's house because only one parent was present—sensible advice, but her frustration with me was clear. She shared an Instagram post about deflection, and I felt it was directed at me. We made tentative plans to meet, not pizza, but nothing solid.

It's past midnight now. The Summer Fayre earlier seems like a different day. I didn't even go—stayed home, or maybe just walked through. The heat lingers, and my mind won't shut off.

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Key Facts

Behnam's home: 10 St Oswalds Way, Sheffield S7 2AA, UK.
Workplace: T L C, 21A Kimberley St, Attercliffe, Sheffield S9 3WX, UK.
Grandma refers to Janice (Behnam's mother).
Heavy messaging: Deimantė 153, Rafal 30, John 20, Suzana 9 messages.
Calendar event 'Summer Fayre' from 12-4pm.

Key Quotes

Deimantė: worried about council tax and rent, hoping office pays Monday.
Rafal: asked for cologne 'colle' for up to £90, said he'd send money.
Suzana: advised against going to someone's house because only one parent was present.
John: noted he was six minutes early to bus station.

People

Deimantė Kavaliauskaitė Rafal Wisniewski John Taylor Suzana Janachkova

Topics

Financial anxiety Holiday requests Heat and comfort Communication tension Work and shift scheduling Car issues Plans to meet

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Message Day

Deimantė Kavaliauskaitė

Deimantė expressed financial anxiety about council tax and rent, hoping the office pays on Monday. She also arranged to work for Laura on Sunday 10–12 and planned to go to the office after an appointment with Melvin. The conversation covered severe heat making her flat unbearable, with plans to buy window protection for kittens, and the user sent a link for that. The user vented about visiting Robert in hospital, which caused conflict with Rafal and others over perceived loyalties. Health issues included the user's headache and Deimantė's exhaustion, and they briefly discussed a future trip to Malta.

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Rafal Wisniewski

The user and Rafal Wisniewski discussed holiday requests: Rafal first asked for Monday and Thursday off, then changed to just Monday, while the user offered Monday to Friday. Rafal also asked the user to buy a cologne ("colle") from Argos for up to £90, saying he would send money. The exchange included brief emotional tension and Polish-language comments about taking three weeks off to try another company.

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John Taylor

The user and John Taylor discussed bus timing, with John noting he was six minutes early to the bus station and five minutes early to Eston; his first bus was 1399 (MX10 DCO) and he expected to finish in four hours from 12:02. John's bus was changed earlier that morning. The user agreed to enter John's shift into the system but had not done so as of 11:11, prompting a light remark from John. There is also a car-related issue potentially involving AA; John asked whether something would come before or after the car, and the user promised to let him know well in advance.

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Suzana Janachkova

The user and Suzana exchanged apologies and a tense discussion about tone and frustration, with Suzana sharing an Instagram post about the dynamic where complaints about tone deflect from the main issue. Suzana advised against going to someone's house because only one parent was present, and they made tentative plans to meet ("we'll dat") with the user asking if they could get something other than pizza. The user sent a photo later in the evening.

Memory

Home address

My home is 10 St Oswalds Way, Sheffield S7 2AA, UK.

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Workplace location

My workplace is T L C located at 21A Kimberley St, Attercliffe, Sheffield S9 3WX, UK.

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The name Grandma

Grandma is used by us to refer to Janice (Behnam's mother, Anna's grandmother)

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